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如花美眷,似水流年
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10/9/2006

SOMETHING LOST...

 
               泪,还在 流    心,依然会 痛       
                                                 渐渐开始明白
                                                                    这是我应有的结果
                        借口,一切都是我的借口吗
                                                               骗术一流的人,
                                                                                     最后连自己也给设进去了
                                 明明不可原谅                     有什么资格
                                                  
                                                       固执的渴望得到原谅      
 
                                              内心永存着那份记忆                     
                                                                                                         L & J
                                     
                                                                             遗失的美好   
   
                                                       你一定要过的好                          知道吗
                                                        
                                                                                对不起 !            
                                                                            
                                                                                       
10/6/2006

讽刺的结局

 
                                                              

                        一個讓我打破所有幻想的國慶,

                        一個讓我發現所有真相的節日,

                        一個讓我從懸崖跌到谷底的夜晚。

                            呵,是上天對我的報應,

                             還是上天對我的憐憫。

                            傷害了他,也傷害了他,

                           而我呢,自找的,怨誰呢,

                           理所當然受盡良心的譴責,

                       又有什麽資格得到別人的關心与愛。

                                                       呵,原來就算一切的人放過了我

                                                                 我也无法放過我自己。

           

                                      到头来
                                 无法解脱的只是我。
 
                  
10/2/2006

`秋思

                                        荷花的俏麗與搖曳,是給外人看的姿態,
                                           過了熾熱的感情之夏,就黯然凋零,
                                             即使結成蓮子,也是一顆苦心,
                                             只有那根藕,踏實地愛護招它,
                                             無論風雷雨雪,無論春秋冬夏.
 
                         
                                                
                                                 有些人的心地硬如磐石,
                                              有些人的心善良的相信任何事,
                                               還有些人的心可能早已死掉,
                                              我不知道我的心是什麽樣子的,
                                                   我早已經找不到它了.
                                                                                               
                                                                                   遺忘在你心中的那份感情,
                                                                                                   你是否還有勇氣去拿起它...
                        
       
                  
9/19/2006

活着`

 
                                    换种角色,也许会活的更好,要追寻的,是一种命运,一种期待,还有些许无奈。
                                           如果梦延续的是心的召唤,躺在云间,慢慢感受,领悟那一滴泪,呵护最后的净土,
                                                   种下一滴泪,化做千万水气,千万个梦,千万个自我,其实心是不会变的.
                                                      
                                            
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
9/17/2006

我想。。。

 
            离开的第二天,却好像已经离开了2个月,
                                    一切都在不知觉中安顿好,报到,宿舍,饭卡。。。。
                                                可是一旦不再忙碌,安静下来,一切却又都静的那么可怕。
               
                                        
 
                                                                强颜欢笑    ,
                                                                                                       行尸走肉
                                                                          是错。
                                                                                                                 是对。
                                            为什么我逃不掉    
                                                                                          心  ,
                                                                                                                到底丢在了哪里  
                                                             为何充斥我的只有无法摆脱的悲伤寂寞 
                                                                                          和
                                                                                   深深的思念
 
 
                                                                                                 
9/11/2006

黑暗天使

                   

                天黑了,孤獨又慢慢浮上來了,

                   有人的心又開始疼了,

                                       愛遠了,

                              很久以前漸漸消失了,

                   就這樣竟然也能活着。

 

                                                   天黑得像不會再天亮了,

                                                    明不明天也無所謂了,

                                                                                      就這樣靜靜看着,

                                                   回憶裏的愛情難依難捨,

                                                                                淚還是熱的,淚痕卻冷了……

 

 

7/31/2006

JULY STORY

 
                                                   好不容易閑下來一周,
                                不用去學車,
                                    不知道自己都干了些什麽,
                                         乎每天除了睡覺就是睡覺,
                                                 並夾雜着些爭吵。
 

                     突然閒好想離開這裡,

                              久違了的感覺又重新在我腦中萌發,

                                    記得最近的一次是去年高考前夕,

                                             當時告訴自己一定要離開這裡,

                                                  因爲太熟悉了,太平凡了,

                                                         太多不值得我去回味的回憶了,

                     

                         一年多后這種想法又再一次侵襲我腦,

                                    本以爲自己不會再有這種感覺,

                                               終究會在此落地生根,

                                                      可是爲什麽它又回來了呢

 

                                有人說離開只是爲了逃避一些無法解決的現實,

                         而擺在我面前的現實又是什麽呢,

                                20嵗的我前方的道路又是怎樣的呢,

                                         都還是個未知數。

                                           

        難道只是因爲累了,

                想要離開這裡,

                    到一個新的地方,

                        重新開始,認識新的朋友,新的夥伴,

                               開始新的生活,

                                    把一切不好的回憶留在這裡?

 

    PS:七夕快樂!